them or like me. Belonging is something else entirely—it's showing up and letting myself be seen and known as I really am—love of rock painting, fear of public speaking, sarcastic sense of humor, and all. Many of us suffer from this split between who we really are and who we present to the world in order to be accepted. (Take it from me: I'm an expert fitter-inner!) But we're not letting ourselves be known, and this kind of incongruent living is soul-killing. During various seasons of my life, I have not fit in. I was too smart, too awkward, or too much of a "goody-two-shoes" in high school, plus I didn't have the right clothes. As you can probably guess, I felt different from others. Feeling worthy had always impacted the choices I made for friendships, marriage, jobs. Once I welcomed and accepted myself, through Jesus’s eyes, the world seemed to open up to me. I no longer tried to impress everyone and I can look further into what interests ME. Retirement was more difficult with the limited income but the reward of time for self-exploration has been very worthwhile. I’ve learned so much about myself and the world in this period of my life because I’ve had the time to! My time wasn’t being eaten up by trying to impress others or keep up with them anymore. This past year I decided to step out of retirement once again and found this perfect part time job. I walked into my interview believing that if I were just myself, I could trust that they would let me know if I would fit in. 1st Presbyterian not only offers me some income, but a sense of belonging and purpose. I have been accepted for just who I am due to the grace extended to me from the congregation as well as the office. As this new-year rolls on, I embrace Philippians 4:8,
In His Name, Susie
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Linda Jones
2/20/2024 05:18:54 pm
Welcome Susie. I am looking forward to getting to know you. I also have felt as you have.
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Emily Rogers
2/20/2024 05:27:55 pm
And, we are so glad that Jesus led you here! Welcome!
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Elizabeth McGavin
2/21/2024 01:55:38 pm
Thank you for a glimse into you! Welcome. Do you really rock paint? Love to see your creations!
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Beverly Turner
2/21/2024 03:45:25 pm
Thank you for the "you story". Can't wait to get to know you, Susie!
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Carolyn Keefer
2/22/2024 07:58:44 am
Welcome Susie! We are so glad to have you join us in the First Pres Family! Thanks for sharing your story!
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Marcy
2/26/2024 02:20:37 am
I admire this honest introduction of yourself and courageous decision to try something new. Welcome to the family!
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